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I hate you all. Mainly my family tho. Yes indeed… Honestly. You aren’t even fully related to me. You are like my half-aunt? Or step-ex-step-ex aunt? And I haven’t seen you since I was 6? Yeah. You don’t get to tell me how to run my life, what I should and shouldn’t say, bitch about how if I’m so grown up I should stop cussing like a 15 year old delinquent? If you cared about me like you say you do, you wouldn’t be harassing me about how I’m being myself. You obviously are just another religious prick shoving your shit down my throat. Leave me alone or start caring. Bitch.
I am definitely not a teenager.
I feel like I am in my fucking 40s.. I can’t drink without feelin shitty. I can’t smoke or do drugs cause I always have a bad trip and feel like shit, yet again. I guess I am the perfect DD though.. oh well. I don’t care. I’d rather just be able to control myself then feel like that. But it doesn’t help when my joints feel like I’m 40. Fuck shit up man.
Follow my lead, and don’t trip.
You simply piss me off. Everything you do annoys the shit out of me just because the way you carry yourself like you are a fucking angel and we are all your loyal fucking muts. Get off your fucking pedestal before I push you off. We are almost adults. Start acting like it. Or you will never survive in the real world and you will have no one to help you. It’s time to look at the world in a different perspective.
What irritates me so much more is that I wasted so much of my precious time, trying to be there for you because our history.. But you refuse to see the reason why I do things. I don’t ever purposely attack anyone, I don’t single anyone out, I don’t talk shit. All I have ever tried to do was look out for everyone. Make sure no one gets hurt or in trouble or screw up. And this is what I get. Losing people I care about left and right. But it’s part of life, not to mention being a teenager. I guess I’ll move on. It’s a long road to happiness and you put me on a detour.. I just hope that you will figure everything out, and one day we can be talking again without bullshit like this..
Love,
Katezard.
